Back in November, Brant Westran, a colleague from Thompson Rivers University searched the internet for someone to make a drawing of his spouse and daughter. He came upon my website and asked if I would do it. I suggested a painting instead, and he went for it.
We determined the price and the size 24″x36,” and he supplied the picture that I would work from. Normally I don’t work from other people’s photos, but an exception was made this time primarily because of the infant’s delightful expression and a family member took the photo – no copyright issues.
I altered the position of the baby’s hand to cover her genitals and proceeded to make the drawing. Brant asked for a couple changes before giving approval, and then I proceeded to paint.
Having no experience painting babies, there were challenges along the way; soft doughy skin, and a face with subtle undulations unlike an adult that have, for example, a defined bridge to the nose. Baby noses don’t have an obvious bridge! and she was laying down and that caused the face to shift south because of gravity. And all those fingers and toes with white pressure points. An important narrative element of the painting was that the mom would look at her baby, connect with her.
This painting got out of hand wandering into unknown directions especially with the colours, and this waywardness chewed at me because I didn’t know how I would, or even could, call it back. I felt uneasy all the while whether I was at the easel or not. The chewing didn’t go away until there was a breakthrough, when one area was finally going right, then I felt a flow and it slowly came together.
I can’t underestimate the value of what I learned, not only about painting but about self discipline – I couldn’t give up, I had to stay the course even though for weeks it was very uncomfortable; affecting other areas of my life until it was resolved and a way was found to ‘bring it home.’
It doesn’t matter what endeavour we set out to do in life, these challenges come up and shape who we are along life’s path. Life and painting – it’s all so wonderful.
Thank you Brant, for this commission!
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